mornings ! (:

mornings~ time to push my laziness aside and start blogging. There’s so much thoughts to pend down but kept procrastinating cus of different reasons. But well, I am back again to blogging. teeehee (:

its been about 5 days since my last paper was over. EOE! yeah . one of the deadliest module in UOL. that particular mod just drives me crazy … but well, at least i managed to survive through this exam. Seriously, I cant believe myself. for weeks and weeks , my second home was tampines library. queuing at 945am, and running to chiong the particular table that I feel that its more conducive. of course, the runners included ao and xc. LOL. mini morning ‘ exercise’ haha! and then we would head for breakfast at the coffeeshop ~ and yes! expenses were super high during this period of time cus we would have our 3 meals settled outside since we were studying till 8 pkus 9. zzzzz. what a life, seriously!

okayysss. shall cast this topic aside. the thought of it, really make it super sian. lol.

anyway. was deciding on a few choices about today’s plan. 1) to perform for a friend’s wedding 2) see xiaogui, ni an dong, and many other artistes at CCP 3) to go malaysia with my family memebers. All just clash on the same day. and basically for the first tow choices, it really might happen like once in a blue moon. but after some consideration I chose the third choice. and I was super happy about it. teehee. basically, my gugu and ahcek haven seen me for a super long time especially during exam periods. they dote on me a lot and i miss themm and its been so long since i last went out with them, including my parents. (: and so happen that today, my aunt gugu managed to take off from work. and yeahh~ we headed down to JB (:

first time went to KSL shopping centre. my gugu is v familiar towards JB, cus she really thinks its much worthy to spend ur expenses there. haha. true enough. the things there are just CHEAPER than Singapore. and now exchange rate is 1:2.44!

didnt do much shopping. only bought on stylus for my iPad. and a loreal conditioning spray~ seriously, im loving LOREAL more and more~~ <3 really produce super good results for the hair. haha. first time trying the spray. hopefully it doesnt disappoint me !

Really had fun with all of them today. the jokes and laughter, is really heartwarming. I have always felt fortunate being in this family, and having their love. and i appreciate every single moment with them . <3

hmm. shall talk about yesterday's filming. Ytd was the first filming session after my exam break for about 3 months. HAHAHHA! IT WAS SERIOUSLY HILARIOUS. makes me forget about all the tiredness. hahah! OMG. U GUYS MUST REMEMBER TO WATCH HOSTEL when it is out. i guarantee the first episode is gonna be funny! LOL. we all had fun seriously . (: yupp, then the tcpians went all the way to JP to support Xueyao for his hosting competition. thought he didnt manage to win, but i believed it was really a good experience for him. So, good job xueyao!!! (:

anyway, lots of events happened during this 5 months(since my last post).

One of the most memorable ones, would be TCP Awards Ceremony 2012. I tell you, no joke. I never expected myself to win cus the competition between all tcpians were so tight. and omggg. honestly, till now, i was still v disappointed with my speech :/ but well, its over. hopefully, I have the next opportunity to stand up on stage with much more substance in my speech! (: WORKING TOWARDS IT. this is just the starting and I'll work hard to improve myself and aim for even more awards (:

and its all thanks to the help of many friends who voted for me, be it internally or externally cus every vote matters alot in this TOP 10 list. REALLY THANKS ALL. U MADE THIS POSSIBLE . and definitely must thank all the the seniors(cast/crew) who helped me thus far. (:

and also thanks to all esprimerians who came down to support ao, kb and myself . <3 u all!!!

Esprimere has always been a special part of me. Seriously. all the fun members be it from RT/Felicia Batch to Melvin Batch to my own batch to Marlene batch. <3 they would always give the utmost support. and especially the special ones who would always be there for u, and true towards you (: i know who you guys are. (:

okays! i shall blog till here. (: shall continue with more updates soon!

been so long since i last posted ! goshh ~ i miss my
blogging times. and here i am! EVENTFUL WEEK ! (: esp w
the birthday celebrations and stuff. yeah. this year is a humble
year, as compared to last year. shall reminicise what happened last
year during this time of the year.

last year
was really kind of big. ahhas. but this year,though it was a humble
celebration, but somehow every moment seem very special to me.
was very touched by what my friends around me had done. (:
MONDAY
- 13122010 celebration w family , aunt
and uncle @ soup restaurant (: yays ! my fav chicken and tofu hehe!
(:

TUESDAY -
14122010 ao melvin ac dawn limin sihui
dated me out to celebrate my birthday w me @amk hub(: ahhas was
pretty surprised cus all i expected was just a normal casual dinner
~ ahhas but they popped up w a birthday cake w a birthday song ! (:
thanks soo much guys ! GREATLY appreciated ! (: and once again,
alvin chua was holding on to the cake. hahas. so sweet of them to
plan this dinner yo (:

let the
long hand ppl take camwhore photo better (: ahhas. angle also nicer
~

WEDNESDAY -
15122010 a humble dinner date (: and
thanks for the surprise ( although someone accidentally spilt the
beans beforehand haha ) i seriously LOL big time! (: hahas i
stated part one cus of some minor confusion ~ but no matter what,
im deeply touched , despite everything. THANKS dear (: (:

really
spent an awesome night w u (: *loves*

THURSDAY -
16122010 its here yo! omgs! the first
BIG 2 in front ! dislikes!! how i wish i aint that old -.- hmphs
hahas but anw, like what jin say, age is just a number. hehe (:
anw, was thinking about what happened last year during this time. w
the party which tcp, esprimere, sec school, jc friends coming over
to my place ! it truly was memorable .. this year decided to be low
profile (: but no matter what, wont forget how i spent my birthday
last year and this year JUST EQUALLY AWESOME! (: met jane in the
afternoon! my craving to sing K! thanks girl! (:

super
<3 this pic luhs! ~ and back
to school for lecture! yaaa! lecture during birthday boo! ):
ahhas. drawn for me during lecture ahhas!

and time
for esprimere. lesson was as usual. until alex gave us a 3 min
break. ao brought me out to toilet and we talked quite a few things
as per normal so i really didnt expect anything to be coming up .
and gosh! when i went back to the room. waaaa!!!! i was totally
shocked by the surprise ! the lights were off, everyone were there,
alex was playing a birthday song. they were singing a birthday song
for me and im like totally rooted to the ground. i just felt so
touched and homely w them around ! (: so nice of them to got it all
prepared ! (:

its them
! and its esprimere ppl whom i feel really bonded to . everyone is
really awesome ! <3 them max ! anw, rmb, on wed, ao bought
me the earrings from agnes B. subsequently, he bought another one
cus u must buy two to form a pair. i was really really lost for
words when he bought another one even after i told him not to get
the other one cos its really quite a lot to spend on.despite the
constraints, he insisted on getting the other half . so that i
could wear it on saturday when we are out. THANKS DEAR ! i really
feel the love (: and tadah. now theres a pair in front of me
(: FRIDAY -
17122010 k session at scape. hahas .
forgot who organised. but well, second time in a row singing.
well, its awesome to sing again. but somehow dont really have feel
today. ~ voice not open and stuff. so kind of yeahh! hopefully
the next k session will be better (: well, no feel to sing, but
definitely got feel to camwhore ~ hehe! (:

SATURDAY -
181212010 esprimere tron outing ! can u
believe it?! 32 tickets ahhahah!! its taller than me can? hahah!
AWESOME! love all the ‘on’ people (: but of cus thanks melvin,
dawn, ivian and af for organising and subsidising the tickets.
ahhas. so is approximately $7.80 for a 3D weekened ticket !

BUT! the
show is super super disappointing haiis! expected much better
graphics . several boring stretches too ~ hmph. not worth
it ): but well! its an esprimere outing~ so its the company that
matters too ! ahhas.

after the
movie, we went down to far east. hahhas and guess what! disc
spotted on the angels caroling. super hilarious cann! ahhas. ya the
disc similar to that of tron ! ahhaha

then went dinner w ao and his family and trafford ! (: yupps. awesome night spent !

SUNDAY -
19122010 work till 3pm. until alex called and said
today’s music inn lesson will be cancelled cus he aint feeling
well. hmm, so planned to go home straight after meeting my cousin ~
until xc messaged and asked me out for dinner. yeah tgt w yh and
the rest. was thinking why not since we usually have our dinner tgt
after alex’s lesson. so met them at about 7pm at bugis’s V8.
yeah. honestly, i really treated it as a normal dinner . like
we always had. yeahh. so after eating, theres this birthday song
played over the sound system. and as typical singaporeans in
singapore, the diners all look around to see whose birthday it is.
so i was like popping my head here and there to see. even yh they
all did. but somehow no cake appeared anywhere. to everyone dining
in, its like 莫名其妙 . hahas until !!! from behind , i saw this
birthday cake appearing before me! i was like STUNNED !!!!
i didnt expect
them to celebrate for me once again. cus i really didnt expect them
to plan this for me esp when they already celebrated w esp for me.
i really was so shocked and touched when they presented everything
right in front.

honestly,
i was too shocked and touched by this group of awesome friends!

and look
at e card. its amazingly beautiful ~

THANKS
GUYS! i appreciate ur effort in helping me celebrate my birthday
although its belated. cus its really the thought that counts. im
really thankful for everythingg. the plans and organising !

this year
is one of the most touching birthday ever spent. a budget birthday
but definitely v memorable. with different groups of friends
helping to celebrate at their own will. i REALLY APPRECIATE every
single individual who make such an effort. its really e thought
that counts and im thankful for everything u guys did! i feel so
loved by u all. like really and ao dear~ thanks for everything
as well, despite the constraints. i just need u to know that
im really grateful to have u played a major role in my life
during these 2 months. its really memorable. all the lil sweet
things and stuff. i will always rmb it and of cus, the joy and
memories shared, ur smile, ur jokes,ur understanding towards me and
everything . . i just love them all. and most importantly, i
love you <3

 

Monday – 251010

its a new week yo! lectures and lectures. faints! and haoyi is sick today. means, i’ve to attend lecture alone during EOE(elements of econometrics) lecture. seriously this module is irritating. so many diff symbols. wells, its a hint that i should start studying it soon. yes, i will. anw, luckily ao was around. haha he crashed my lecture since he didnt have any lesson on. yays perfect company <3

and been pretty long since i dined at home for dinner ! home cooked dinner ftw (:

Tuesday – 261010

Excos meeting with alex today. basically is to discuss with him the ‘future of esprimere’ yeah. like the various platforms and performance opportunities, Music Inn(his own music school) promotion, and certain details which can bring Esprimere to a whole new level. Think its gg to be awesome . but before that, lots of planning needs to be done. and so sadly, i couldn’t stay throughout the meeting cos i gotta lecture. irritating. well, next time then discuss more again then. anw, having meeting with alex quite funny. lols . he will randomly bomb me with ao . hahas. after one sentence, he will add , like ‘ those with bf(then his eyes will purposely dart towards me) . . ‘ LOLS! JOKER. seriously. but well, thats our awesome vocal teacher alex. serious and funny and awesome. cool!

kies, then lecture from 12-6.30pm. yeah. and met some of them for dinner~ haha, yeah. those who didnt have lecture went to play badminton. awesome. so melvin ao and myself went to look for the rest at clementi Sumo House.

haha unglam max!

and since we had the time, we went to queue for koi. the new outlet @ Clementi. seriously , the queue is uber long! and we queued for an hour! faints. ok, honestly speaking, im not in love with koi like most ppl do. i still find it a lil overrated hmmm..

Wednesday – 271010

lunch @ home! yups. my mum is on leave this whole week to accompany my brother, cos he’s having his Os this week. oh man. i cant imagine the time when i was studying for Os. waaa. never will i want to go through it again.

anw, went to school for lecture in the late afternoon. micro ! yups then met AO. hahas i honestly didnt want to get myself lost. i was like trying so hard. but in e end, i didnt manage to reach my destination. hahas. i really need to work on my direction sense. hahas.

anw, gg to ao’s palce for dinner. waaaa seriously. i was nervous till -.-
e other time he wanted to being me over to meet his mum. i almost couldn’t breathe. ahas cos most probably , i dont know what to expect. in e end was cancelled due to unforeseen circumstances. i was pretty relieve . but this time round, cannot escape alr. its here yo! haha, and cos i was ‘lost’, he had to drive and pick me up at some area. hhaa oops!

okie. so when i entered ah. u all really cant exp how i really felt. i wanted to be calm, and face his mum normally, but my heart just couldnt stop thumping quickly. lols. okie. but anw, wasnt too bad. his mum is real friendly. just that, i was nervous , and did sth which was -.- ahhhh!! hahas.. but dont worry, nth major. haha!

okie after dinner,  went over to his friend’s birthday surprise. i didnt expect this to be planned cos i wasnt informed beforehand.

but well, it was pretty fun. haha. basically his group of friends were planning a surprise for their og mates at his place. yeah.

my new group of friends. (: haha, they are really a fun bunch of ppl. had me laughing throughout. esp soon yong (i think its spelled like this) hahas.

Thursday – 281010

came school a bit earlier to study before gg for lecture.

and this koi pond here brought back many sweet memories (:

the face seriously irritating! lols

after lecture, its Esprimere lesson time. Alex is sick today . so everyone was taught by kok leong! lols. projection was what we did. the ‘HEY’ but i still prefer ‘OI’ after all. hehs.

and had our random ktv session in the room thereafter.

hahas. randomly played this gummy bear song. the tune was so catchy that we began singing it . lols!

and my favourite song! i totally love secondhand serenade. their lyrics, tone of voices, awesomeness!! one of them – YOUR CALL! (:

Friday – 291010

supposed to stay home today and could have stayed in bed longer ! but someone kind of woke up late and . .(*ahemm* feel guilty)  hahas kidding. shant expose him. hahas. so in e end, met ao below my house before we proceeded to airport.

lols! so i tweeted im at airport now. srsly, i didnt go check my tweet regularly and he tweeted gg to HK. waaa. tsunami yo. i received smses asking me to help them buy stuff from HK. i was a lil like 莫名其妙. why are ppl asking me to buy stuff from HK for them? and irritatingly, ahhas, i realised what AO did. omg. the funny thing is they actually believed hahaha!

so studied there for 2 hours i think. then went to see a bit of aeroplane. ahash cos i havent view the aeroplance from T3 before yo! actually nth much, cos quite lil aeroplanes also. ahhas. so chilled a while there before gg back !

before leaving, passed by this . hahas

yeah. got work at night yo! so waited for 53 to come. long wait ~

although planned to stay home today, but wells i still had a fun time (:

so went to work as usual. then met ao for movie. lols yes again. omgs. as im typing this out, i cant believe it! lols.

anw, went to watch -The Social Network-

 

 

the show is all about how facebook started off.  im pretty impressed with how the events intertwine . the lawsuit, the fight for recognition, e betrayal, the development, and stuff. i think this show is pretty cool ehs. its worth watching (: go watch kies!

Saturday – 301010

a surprisingly sweet morning! ao called me and said he’ll be fetching me to work today cos we’re gg to the same place, kovan.was pretty shocked though, cos didnt expect it to be coming. eh, not exactly the same place, but ya. gosh. but i told him not to do it anymore though, cos a bit inconvenient for him yo! but well thanks ! <3 anw the night before, he was asking me to go down support him at the court. hahas. well, i did after all (:

so early in the morning, he met his friend for bball. since i had the time, went to watch it. its like only a 5 mins walk from my workplace. nice. hahas. but cos we were pretty early, the game haven start . ahhas. so bought breakfast for him. cos doubt he ate this morning. (:

but well, after work, went down to see the official game. aiseh! not bad uhs. hahas. so far only watched soccer matches between my jc mates. never really witness a bball match. but i have to admit that he’s pretty good at it. ahhas

 

so went down to RP for some meeting. and nice, finally got to show the ‘angry’ ‘feng kuang’ side of me. hahas. cos sean was giving us all different kinds of characters. hopefully i did well, cos would really like to try those angry angry one. i think its gg to be awesome yo.

 

after that met a few of them at orchard. ahhas dotn know why but so many ppl are giving out free gifts. ahahas so being us, we just took lo. ahhahaa!

 

went to watch I give my first love to you. ehhs. hoenstly. i think its not worth watching. its more of a tv drama show . watching it as a movie is a lil draggy. cos the plot is kind of standard. nothing tricky or witty. yeah. but theres a few touching scenes though. esp, when the male lead died cos of heart attack, and his r/s process, his dream and everything .  -4 clover leaf-

yeah. and after that we did the craziest things. lols NEOPRINTS! AHHAHAH! nice oneee! shall upload the photo cos they went to scan and send to everyone first. wootss! best luhs!! long time since i last took it can! ahahas. i like!

then went to chill @ scape. LOTS OF FUN YO! totally cracked me up with the lil games and forfiets. hahahah!! their reactions and stuff . LOLS. totally love today!!! more of it please! (: haven had such a good laugh yo!

 

hahas so went home. ao walked me home though i insisted not to cos its pretty obvious thats he’s pretty tired. thanks so much <3 u’re really a dear yo

Sunday – 311010

work and dinner @ home! yays! and msning now ~ AC is recommending me lots of emo songs now. yeah. and its really niceeee!! esp korean version ups!

 

 

 

 

updates updates. really busy with lots of stuff. and hadn’t been online for sometime le. hahas. but here i am blogging ~

THURSDAY – 211010.

no lesso! woots. but came school early to study. hahas. met ao at the 老地方. haha and these few days not bad. im not really late. the most 5 mins late. see im improving! lols. but of cos, its due to his morning calls luh <3

somehow it felt different today. maybe cos everything has been settled down? haha

studied with a couple of the esprimere peeps in the afternoon. the booster which ao bought for us! (:

anw, esprimere lesson at night. evaluation round 2. (: before that , had a nice chat with Alex. omgs. i cant believe he can be that hilarious. hahas. the way he talks and make fun and catch the 把柄 of mine hahaha!! and esp when he commented on what body language should guys present, he said its like how those couples, the guys arm lifted up for the girls to hold. .  then his head slowly dart to me and ao. HAHA! waa my face red until dont know how to say. ahhah!

this picture was taken sometime this week. hahas. its always fun to have their company. (:

somehow today lesson a bit more relaxing. after evaluation we were doing our own random head voice and alex was coaching us. yeah. peers help were seen too. awesome. wanted to ask about dolphin voice cos i think its pretty interesting but didnt have e time to. shall ask him next week (:

had ao waiting for me. sorry yoo! was too pre-occupied in trying to find out more from alex. yeah . went back home with raine, andy and xc as well.

forgot to say, througout the day, i feel like im being stalked. lols. like seriously theres camera everyone capturing photos of ao and me. LOLS! and even in the bus, i have andy’s eyes keeping a lookout for both of us. lols. quite funny cos i know they mean no harm  ~ (:

FRIDAY – 221010

accompanied ao to school today to study! yesshh!! study. its time to start getting the study mood yo! lectures are getting on tooo fast!! ): yeah. anw, went NP to had our lunch first.Kaki Fuyong! my fav food in NP. just taste awesome luhs. hehe. (:

kies, so met up with the rest in school as well, studied with them while ao had lecture. chatted with bon for quite some time . okie nth much luh. then left for work. yeah. went to amk first before he send me to work. hahas. by the time he left kovan ,its like less than 2 hours time and im seeing him again. ~

haha so after work, we had 2 hours before gg to meet some of them for supper at bedok 85. ahhas . decided to do sth really dots. haha. even though he drove, we still took an mrt from kovan, sat all the way to harbourfront and took the mrt back. lols! omgs.

sth funny happened. okie . let me ask u this.can u tell me your boarding and alighting process when u want to travel from kovan to harbourfront and back to kovan? hahas. honestly, once we reached harbourfront, i stood up and went to the door to alight so that i can cross over to the other platform to take a train back to kovan. HAHAA! im sure most of u will do the same thing right?

HAHHA . but luckily ao stopped me, if not i’d feel so -.- hahas, cos theres no need to do so! we’re alr at the terminal, so just need to stay in the mrt and the train will still take u to kovan isnt it? lols faints! ahhas. anw, its cos of that ride that im so in love with cookie dozer now! omgs! lols. we also explored a lot of iphone games. those reaction one. and i come to a conclusion that , my reaction time is not bad one. hehe.

okie. so by the time we took back to kovan, times up. and he drove us to bedok 85! ahha ao has been craving for bak chor mee like since dont know when. haha . and ORH LUA! WOOTS. both of us dont eat oyster though. so we ordered a plate without oyster and it taste awesome hehe!!

had a good chat with them. laughters and stuff. ahhas honestly, i always feel v comfortable with them. and its only them that i feel ‘safe and myself’ if u know what i mean. yeahh.

ao sent them back thereafter and home sweet home ~ <3

SATURDAY – 231010

work in the morning. then off to RP for TCP photoshoot . (: chop chop done. hahas.and also cos no filming today. and so happened that yh msged saying he’s in RP studying. nice! got accompany to study today, with his friend too! the legendary woen. hahas (:

yeah so we studied till about 6 plus pm. yeah. before the lights in RP went off. btw, the rain was seriously heavy!! pouring like free. lightnings were striking everywhere. in fact it was pretty scary and how heavy the downpour was. but luckily it stopped just before we left.

seriously , how to study in the dark? haha

and in the midst of studying, was whatsapping xc. lols seriously he’s so funny that i suddenly LOL in front of both of them omg. so embarrassing! ahhas.

and also, ao sent me this pic! waaaa niceee (: <3

effect is nice one lo! hehe! shall be my new profile pic soon! (: (:

yeah went dinner @ Joo Chiat place. yesh! the wanton noodles. its been so long since we last went there to eat. really forgot whens the last time we ate there. but seriously, the standard is still ups! (: yeah. chatted and stuff before we parted ways. hahas.

SUNDAY – 241010

work as usual in the morning will 245pm. yeah. been busy since the start cos im in the midst of preparing for their exams next week. 30th october. of cos i want them to do well and stuff. so hopefully, whatever thats taught to them , they will do well yo. two students, grade 1 and grade 3 respectively. shall update more again, when they get their results back like 2 months later. ahhas. yeah.

cookie dozer whenever i had the free time . omgs. its too addictive luhs! lols. came home early today and accidentally fell asleep ): hais. how am i gg to sleep tonight? ughhs!

but still, MAN UNITED JUST WON STOKE. HEHEH! CHICHARITO’s the man. wootsss!!

okie. shall wait for man city vs arsenal match later!

officially shifted my blog from blogspot to wordpress. been wanting to do so, but couldnt find a time out. i do love my old blog but blogspot has its limitations. as u know, sometimes my blog post uber long. yeah, so they will only show only that one post on the screen. ): i want everything posted to be up for easier reading. yeahhs.

so after much hesitation, decided that wordpress shall be it. but going to take me a long time to deco everything up, including those links and everything, cos im a super IT noob. lols. but, ugh, the thought of doing that is pretty -.- haha we shall see about that. hehs.

okay, some serious stuff to blog about. ~  its 20.10.2010. e date is just awesome (:

and gg to officially post this up.

alvin ong ~

 

yes, esprimere ppl have been having random guesses and stuff. and its really funny when they keep assuming. lols. but no confirmation cos we really werent tgt at that time. lols. but well, its officially made known here that we’re tgt now (:

till now, i srsly didnt expect this to be coming. i.e. alvin ong entering my life. okies. maybe only my closer friends know the ‘whole process’ , but its just amazing how things have turned out to be. and im glad that i’ve decided to release the doubt in me and give my trust to him. and im thankful for all the assurances that he has given me thus far. words just cant explain that feeling.

and of cos, i feel even more confident when everyone around us is so supportive of us even though we didnt mention anything. their encouragement words. gosh. its just bits and pieces which ao and friends did that gave me the courage to go with the flow. ‘m really appreciative. of cos, i wont deny that my feelings for him is u know. lols (:

for that, on this very day 20.10.2010. will be the first day to embark on a whole new journey .

as for priorities, i wont deny that studies, friends, tcp will still be the things which i will not neglect. so rest assure to all the books and friends out there kies (:

 

anw, tonight was really one awesome night. (: after lecture(which ends at 630pm -.-) met ao at orchard and shop around. was about 7 plus pm. and had our dinner @ tin’s . and so sweetly at 20:10pm he asked me that qn. <3 ahhahs. such an awesome time. yup on this very day 20.10.2010 and at 20:10pm. im officially attached to him ! (: honestly, we’ve a story behind this whole thing. but not intending to share it here. lols.

anw, went to watch child’s eye. okie srsly, ehhhhssss, still not the kind of show i’d rather watch. hahas. i think we both felt the same way. i think i should only pay $2.00 only la. cos 3/4 of the screen was covered by my hands(be it scary part/or not) lols. but rainie’s still cute after all

shant comment further on what happened after that. yeah. but its just awesome

okiess shall end off my first blog post here. hopefully u guys spent an awesome 20.10.2010

p.s. to those having a blog,  rmb to change my html link on your blog settings k ! lols. thks.